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[31 Mar 2006|11:23pm] today it rained at school real hard. i went outside and ran around in it with random kids in japanese. i got pretty fucken soaked for being out there for less than a minute. and then i came back lookin haggard. 3 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[30 Mar 2006|11:01pm] 1 took me by the hand + pretty mama

hahaha suckas. [02 Feb 2006|11:39am] 8 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[05 Jan 2006|01:02pm] bad luck blue eyes.... goodbye pretty mama

[02 Jan 2006|12:08am] i stole these from mickey. ( huckmans ) pretty mama

[01 Jan 2006|09:40pm] big bear. monday to thursday. no computerdora. need me. call or text me. anyone worth talking already has my digits. and if youre important ill keep in contact. pretty mama

aim game [01 Jan 2006|08:58pm] ( corinna and i have the weirdest fucking conversations ) 1 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[29 Dec 2005|04:19pm] Haven't laughed this hard in a long time I better stop now before I start crying Go off to sleep in the sunshine I don't want to see the day when it's dying She's a sight to see, she's good to me I'm already somebody's baby She's a pretty thing and she knows everything But I'm already somebody's baby You don't deserve to be lonely But those drugs you got won't make you feel better Pretty soon you'll find it's the only Little part of life you're keeping together I'm nice to you, I could make it through That you're already somebody's baby I could make you smile if you stayed a while But how long will you stay with me baby Because your candle burns too bright Well, I almost forgot it was twilight Even if I think that you are right Well, I'm tired of being down, I got no fight You're wonderful, when it's beautiful But I'm already somebody's baby And if I went with you I'd disappoint you too Well, I'm already somebody's baby Already somebody's baby pretty mama

heinous is the name of the game [29 Dec 2005|03:49pm] no matter how much i try to escape whats really going on, i cant. and that vacation will never come. and what i want will never happen. and what i need i guess i have, but i still want more. im too needy. im too stupid, i want too much. i think too much. i feel too much. im a retard. hopefully something will fix me soon. im alone and retarded. pretty mama

[24 Dec 2005|10:39pm] And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409 And I rationed my breathes as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today As each descending peak of the LCD took you a little farther away from me Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye It stung like a violent wind that out memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself 'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room Just nervous pacers bracing for bad news And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads But I'm thinking of what Sarah said that "Love is watching someone die" So who's going to watch you die?.. pretty mama

[24 Dec 2005|04:10pm] life just never stops fucking you over one way or another. pretty mama

[24 Dec 2005|10:14am] [ mood | loved ] [ music | nastyfacts ] i dunno. i like it. more christmas shopping today. even on christmas eve. i go tmy check yesterda. 234$ including my christmas bonus which was 100. thne i got a 100$ check in the mail from my grandma. so i have moneyyy right now. i have to get more chauncey and kayla things today. uhh. and im determinded to get my tattoo over break. real determinded. i have the money i just have to get off my ass and go make an appt. i better get dressed to go shopping. everything closes early today. oh. and im really hapy right now. 2 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[23 Dec 2005|09:26am] i love my papa. <3 pretty mama

i will be truely happy again [21 Dec 2005|06:56am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | black crowes ] when time stands still. didnt get to bed til about 2:37 last night. and this time it wasn't because of stress. hey, what a nice change. 3 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[20 Dec 2005|02:09pm] Your Porn Star Name Is... Asslee Bendover What's Your Porn Star Name? pretty mama

[19 Dec 2005|06:59pm] i re dyed my hair again. and i put color in it for the first time eve ( good by rosie queen of corona ) 4 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[16 Dec 2005|06:55am] im having body tempature problems right now. BBAAAHHHHH fjdnjanfksafs;a ...pooof. pretty mama

[15 Dec 2005|07:00am] [ mood | cause its 7 am. ] I wanna be with a boy like you I said I wanna be with a boy like you (oh yeah) Patty said, you're a pest. But I wanna be with a boy like you I wanna go wherever you go It's ok my folks don't need to know (oh yeah) I don't care if you don't wash your hair 'Cause I wanna be with a boy like you You're the toughest boy in the school And my daddy's afraid of you (oh yeah) I wanna be with a boy like you (be with a boy like you) I said I wanna be with a boy like you (I wanna be with a boy like you) Like you 2 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[14 Dec 2005|02:10pm] today at school they called me into the principals office, to ask me how i wanted me name to appear on my diploma. and i told them i wanted t to be allison "the mack" holley. they rejected me and put my middle name in instead. 1 took me by the hand + pretty mama

[05 Dec 2005|11:26pm] 2 took me by the hand + pretty mama

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